I’m not surprised

I didn’t even make it to day 2 for my “one picture a day” experiment and at the end of the day, when I remembered, I realized that if I crammed to get something shot and written, then I would be missing the point. I think I like the idea of things – like being a constant photographer and chronicling my uneventful life, but I think I’m so forgetful and distractible that I’ve never been able to keep this up.

Like, I have a bunch of posts on this blog that aren’t public, not because there’s something wrong with them, but because there is no cohesion to them. Perhaps that’s the idea. Maybe if I go back through my personal archive of writing and blog posts (I have a lot) I can start to see the stork in the snow.

But, I don’t need another project. I already have a dissertation and a novel/novels to write.

I do like the YouTube channel, though. I feel less pressure to be consistent there and it’s a type of creativity I’m not used to. I spent most of my time online not presenting myself at all. At least not in any visual media. I no longer care what anyone thinks. Perhaps I’ll make a video about why.

Enjoy “My First Writing Vlog” and keep an eye out for other stuff, sporadically, or in batches. Who knows?

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Author: hb

Heather is a writer, teacher, and PhD candidate trying her best. When she’s not procrastinating, she’s starting new stories, watching old science fiction films, and talking to anyone who will listen about the joy of writing. She is a secret K-pop fan and otaku and is worried you’re not getting enough fiber. She battles ADHD, ennui, and capitalism when she’s not playing Minecraft. It’s possible that she’s is actually three juvenile raccoons in a raincoat.

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